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Hey there! I'm a girl from the US. I'm 17, and currently 5'1. I've had anorexia since December of 2010, and I've relapsed several times. HW: 142 LW: 110 CW: 121 GW1:118 GW2:114 GW3:110 GW4:105 This is my weight loss blog. I have an eating disorder. I DO NOT CARE. I will do what I need to do to be perfect. This is a blog for me. You are welcome to follow my story. Here, you will know about my stress, my weight loss, and my thisperation. I will be a thinsperation someday. Disclaimer: Blog might contain triggering content. What is happening to me is dangerous, but I cannot stop. Please take into consideration your health before continuing reading and following this blog. If you attempt to copy me, you are making a HUGE mistake. Please find a healthier way to manage weight. |
Days when you just look at yourself and your body and you are simply repulsed by what you see… feel…. You feel fat, even though that at this weight before, you were perfectly fine. It just changes. You are never good enough and if you are today, you won’t be happy with it tomorrow.
Why does this feeling keep happening.
Anonymous asked: how long did you dance for?
I did non-stop dance for about 2.5 hours. It was a mix of jazz, modern, and hip hop. I was sweating like no other.
(Breakfast): Everything flagel w/ butter - 250
Bar - 150
(lunch): 1/4 Eggplant parm - 350
Banana - 60
Cheez its - 40
(exercise): Dance - 713
Total: 137
(breakfast): Yogurt - 110
(snack): 2 clementines - 70
(lunch): skip
(dinner): TBA
(exercise): Walking - 65
Total: 115
Anonymous asked: hey how long does it usually take you to lose 10 lbs? does it come of easy or do you really have to work at it? (for example, exercise)
I don’t exercise at all. It depends on how determined I am too. Like, I could lose 3lbs a week if I tried. Possibly 4. But, It would normally take me 3 weeks - 1 month.
januarytofebruary asked: Im sorry if you may have answered this but I just begun following you. What do you consume daily? I dont care whether or not what you do is healthy because yeah im the same way. Ill do what I want to look how I want.
I consume under 800 calories for certain. Normally I eat anywhere between 300-650 a day. It depends. Some days I have binges and I can’t help but go over… You know those moments of no control… But, the normal, is 300-650. Welcome to my blog too, love :)
Anonymous asked: where do you get your killer will power, hun?
I wish I knew. It’s amazing that I can even endure this. I sort of love it, because it’s an addiction to me… but I just think about how much tinnier I’ll be and how people will notice.
